When someone wants to serve God or travel
to the true Tzaddik, he is bound to face obstacles. Each person imagines that
the obstacles he faces are greater than those facing others and finds it hard
to withstand them. But no-one is ever confronted with obstacles that are beyond
his ability to overcome if he really wants. The truth is that there is no
obstacle at all, because God is present, albeit veiled, in the very obstacle
itself.
The greatest of all barriers are those in
the mind – when the person is divided from God or from the Tzaddik in his own
mind and heart. A person may have come to the Tzaddik despite all the physical obstacles.
But if some small doubt about the Tzaddik then arises in his mind causing his
heart to falter, this is the greatest obstacle of all. Similarly, a person encounters
many obstacles when he wants to pray. However, if after overcoming them all he
is ready to pray but his heart is contorted and turned away from God, this is
the greatest obstacle of all.
The Baal Shem Tov told a parable about a
king who left a great treasure in a certain place, surrounding it with all
kinds of illusory walls. When people came to these walls they thought they were
real and that it would be very hard to break through. Some retreated
immediately; others broke through one wall but could not break through the
second. A few broke through more walls, but no-one could break through them all
until the king’s son came and said: “I know that all these walls are pure
illusions and the truth is that there is no wall at all!” He went forward confidently
until he overcame them all.
All the obstacles and temptations
standing in the way of true fear of heaven are illusory walls. Be courageous
and strong-hearted! All the apparent obstacles, such as financial and other material
constraints or opposition from others, will disappear if you are determined and
courageous in your quest for God.
Likutey Moharan II, 46
Taken from The Essential Rabbi Nachman.
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