Prayer protects a person so that his Torah
learning won't lead to arrogance or sophistication. Therefore, before learning
Torah, one must pray profusely...
By: Rabbi Shalom Arush.
Rebbe Nachman says that our daily agenda should
be prayer, Torah, and prayer. Let's see what he means.
There is a basic difference between the Tree of
Life and the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Bad, indicated in their names. The
Tree of Life is life itself, inherently good. Yet, in the Tree of Knowledge,
there is a mixture of good and bad. Our sages tell us that the Tree of Life
corresponds to prayer, for prayer not only vitalizes a person, but gives life
to all the upper worlds (see Likutei Moharan I:9).
Prayer is the product of humility. One who
prays is making a statement that he cannot succeed on his own. We all need
Hashem's help in every aspect of life - health, income, marital bliss, Torah,
raising children and more. We can't even cross the street safely or hammer a
nail into the wall without bashing a finger unless we have Hashem's help.
Therefore, we must believe that Hashem is the source of all power, we are nil
without Him, and we consequently must turn to Him for all of our needs, big and
small, material and spiritual. Prayer is the Tree of Life, for it binds us
to the Source of all life - Hashem.
On the other hand, the holy Torah corresponds
to the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Bad, and not because the Torah contains
good and evil, Heaven forbid, but because the Torah presents the concept of
free choice to a person. As such, if a person's intentions in learning Torah
are other than seeking the truth, then the Torah will be harmful to him; for
example, a thief who learns Torah will simply become a more cunning and
sophisticated thief. Our sages therefore said of the Torah that, "If one
so merits, the Torah is for him the elixir of life; if he doesn't merit, the
Torah becomes for him the potion of death" (tractate Taanit, 7a). The same
Torah can bring one person to a higher level of righteousness while bringing
another person to greater conceit. As such, the holy Torah corresponds to the
Tree of Knowledge of Good and Bad, all depending on the inner aspirations of
each individual and according to his or her choice.
The Torah describes that the Tree of Life is in
center of the garden, for the garden is a metaphor of Jewish souls. Rebbe
Nachman explains (Likutei Moharan II:8) that the souls of the Jewish People are
like herbs growing in a garden and that the Tree of Life is in our midst. This
means that the Torah is inherent in the inner dimension of the Jewish soul.
Prayer is also part of our inner makeup, since it holds such a vital and
central part in our lives and in our body-mind-and-soul health.
Prayer rescues a person from the potential
negative influence of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Bad. Prayer protects a
person so that his Torah learning won't lead to arrogance or sophistication.
Therefore, before learning Torah, one must pray profusely that he derives the
right things from Torah - enhanced awe and love of Hashem, fear of sin, love of
fellow human, modesty and emuna. After learning Torah, he must pray that he'll
be able to apply all that he has learned in the service of Hashem, and thank
Hashem for the privilege of learning the holy Torah.
Prayer is inherent in our spiritual midst, but
we must bring it out to the open. Therefore, it's best to vocalize our prayers,
saying word for word slowly and with intent, whether we're saying prescribed
prayers or personal prayers. This enables us to attain the positive influences
of the Tree of Knowledge, to the extent where the Torah becomes an elixir of
life, for the Torah is truly a Tree of Life for those who cling to it in truth.
Therefore, our Torah learning must be double-wrapped in prayer, before learning
and after learning. The Gemara tells about the holy Tannaic sage Rebbe Nechunia
ben Hakanna (author of the prayer, "Ana B'koach"); he would pray
briefly when he entered the house of study before learning, and when he left
the house of study, after learning (see tractate Berachot, 28b). Before
learning, he'd pray to learn for the right reasons. After learning, he'd thank
Hashem for his good fortune in the privilege of having learned Torah. We should
do the same so that we all may merit blessings in our Torah learning.
Taken from Breslev Israel website.
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