6. Teachings of RAV DOV BER, the MAGGID of MEZRITCH
[The
Ba’al Shem Tov’s successor, also known as “Der Groisser Maggid”, THE GREAT
MAGGID]
HIDDEN WITHIN THE SIN
Just as
olive oil is hidden within the olive, so is teshuvah hidden within the sin
itself. This is because, although repentance is one of the 613 commandments,
one cannot repent unless he has sinned in the first place. Teshuvah, the
possibility of repentance, is already hidden in its initial state of potential
within the sin itself. LIKUTEI AMARIM
DISGUISED AS A MITZVAH
There are
two types of people. One is truly wicked; he recognizes his Master and
nonetheless rebels against Him. The other has been so blinded by his evil
inclination that he and others around him are fooled into thinking that what he
is doing is really good. They believe that he is a righteous Tzaddik. He might
even study Torah and pray and afflict himself, but since he lacks true
sincerity and faith in Hashem, his whole path is crooked and false.
The
difference between the two is that there is hope for the truly wicked one. If
he will one day pay heed to his feelings of remorse and does teshuvah
wholeheartedly and beseeches Hashem for guidance, he can be saved.
The same
cannot be said of someone who is fooled into thinking himself a Tzaddik! How
can such a person ever do teshuvah when he does not even know that he is
mistaken in the first place?
This is
why, when the yetzer hara tries to seduce us into sinning he tries to convince
us that our misdeeds are actually mitzvos. This is a clever ploy – it prevents
us from doing teshuvah over what we have done, because we don’t think we have
done anything that requires repentance! OHR TORAH
THE BROKEN EGG
There are
two types of sin: when a person transgresses the word of G-d and he knows it,
and when a person is so full of himself that he thinks he is truly serving
Hashem and doing mitzvos like a Tzaddik. When the first type of person
encounters thoughts of repentance and feelings of remorse, he simply thinks
more highly of himself for feeling this way, and his vanity only women. This
effectively prevents him from doing teshuvah.
It is
like the woman who was holding an egg and boasted to all who would hear her how
this little egg was going to make her rich. “This egg will make me a wealthy
woman”, she declared.
“First I
will hatch it and raise the click, and she will grow to be a chicken. Instead
of slaughtering the hen, I will let her lay more eggs, and those eggs will also
hatch, and soon I will have an entire coop of chickens laying eggs for me. I
shall sell some of them and buy a calf and raise her to be a cow. Instead of
slaughtering the cow, I will breed more calves until I have a herd, and then I
will sell some of them and buy a field…”
As she
went on and on, bragging and boasting, she dropped the egg and it broke, and so
did all her foolish fantasies come to an end.
When we
first begin to learn and we tell ourselves. “One day I will be a great scholar
and a true chassid”, these vain fantasies are so full of arrogance that they
cancel out any possibility of attaining true spiritual greatness from the
outset. OHR TORAH; DARKEI CHAIM
HASHEM’S PRIDE IN THE BA’AL TESHUVAH
There was
once a king who had two sons. One son was faithful and dutiful toward the king.
He could always be found at his father’s side. The second son was wayward and
reckless. He could happily go for long periods of time without seeing his
father more than once a week.
Eventually
he grew so distant and rebellious that he took off and ran away. He disregarded
his father’s deep, abiding love for him. Instead he blatantly shook off his
father’s rule and decided to follow his own heart’s desires. He took up company
with a band of vagabonds, thieves, and cutthroats.
The king
could have sent armed guards after his son to force his return, but instead he
exercised great mercy and restraint. Rather than punish his son, he pined after
him and sighed longingly, “Woe is he who has exiled himself from his home and
birthplace, and woe is the son who is not found at his father’s table!”
One day
the wayward son came to his senses and regretted his ways. He recalled his
father’s love and compassion and decided to return home. He would prostrate
himself before his father, the king and plead with him that he take him back.
And so he
did. He prostrated himself and begged his father’s forgiveness. “Father”, he
pleaded, “I have sinned and seen the error of my ways. Please forgive me!”.
When the
king heard his son’s earnest entreaties, the king’s compassion was roused and
he took his son back. Seeing that his son’s remorse was genuine filled him with
joy. Finally he had his son back, the one whom he had almost given up any hope
of ever seeing again. He took pride in his son for returning of his own good
sense and was filled with love for him, for returning out of love for his
father.
The
king’s affection and pride in the wayward son who had returned surpassed even
those feelings he had for his dutiful son. He took the dutiful son’s obedience
for granted since it had never wavered, but the sudden upsurge of emotions that
he felt at being reunited with his lost son was much greater.
The king
forgave his son completely and absolved him of all wrongdoing. He raised his
once – wayward son in stature and gave him a station above that of all his
brothers.
This
parable, explains the Maggid, illustrates how Hashem feels differently toward
the ba’al teshuvah than for the Tzaddik who has never sinned. Like the wayward
son of the king, a wicked sinner who once turned away from Hashem evokes great
pride and joy when he finally returns. OHR TORAH
Returnity – The Way Back To Eternity [Selected Teachings From The Chassidic
Masters On Teshuvah] by Rabbi Tal Moshe Zwecker.
Rabbi Tal Moshe Zwecker is a Chassid and teacher in Ramat
Beit Shemesh. Translator of Noam Elimelech and other classics of
Chassidus in English.
B”H, publication in Journal Mitzvah with
permission / authorization of author Rabbi Tal Moshe Zwecker.
R’ Tal Moshe Zwecker
Director Machon
Be’er Mayim Chaim Publishing
Chassidic Classics
in the English Language
Website: www.chassidusonline.com
Email: chassidusonline@gmail.com
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